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Sunday, June 04, 2006!
HandWritten on; 9:09 PM
the first of every month doesn mean a thing now.
days just faded past.
and then i reliased 1st of June had passed by
it is not only Jieyi's birthday.
but our 10th month.
maybe i was too engrossed in my tests that i forgot abt it.
just like what happen on 1st of nov last year,
i was busy studying that i forgot abt the date.
i was thankful that he nv blame me
he understood that i was too busy with the O.
i dreamt i was with him this morning.till today,
some people do not know its over between us.
they asked me abt him.
all i could answer was, "we had broke up, i think he doing fine in NP."
this was not as hurting as the day u walked on me
and sending me the sms that reads, "happy breakup one month!"
maybe like what the birthday girl ytd told me,
"dun think, its over.."
she reminded me abt the sentence that always hung around my mouth.
dont' ponder on the relation that nv return.
i am sorry,
nicoleto trouble u on ur birthday itself.
and maybe i shud listen to her and my classmates.
it just a maybe.
i will only define my own happiness in
6 months time starting from 16 aPr.
my frens had persistanly remind me that there is one guy around.
thanks
alan n jun for keep mentioning his name to me everyday in class.
and
alicia n bel for giving me advices when i am drowned in the soup of mixed feelings.
Nicole n Yi too =)
gOt tO gO to meet ivy
for balloon hat!! =]
when i am sad, i just wan to sing till my voice sore,i just wan to draw till my pencil break,i just wan to dance till i am dizzy,i just wan to cry till i am blind.dun stop me!